Someone

Why do ppl get someone
where we can still live perfectly normal by ourselves?
we can sing, laugh, and dance joyfully without that someone
where we can eat on our own 
hang out with friends and do stuff together too

where exactly do that someone comes into the picture?

As much as we'll be living, breathing, screaming and all,
its different i guess?

i guess it all comes down to how that someone makes u feel 
how that someone affects u when u're with them
how that someone draws a smile across your face by just being present
how that someone show u how cute love could be

and of course mostly there's someone out there
someone there where u can called yours and only yours
yours to snuggle, yours to manja, yours to pamper,
yours to make fun of, yours to pick a fight with,
yours to cry on, yours to whisper secrets to,
yours to share food with, yours to lean on when life gets a little shitty 

and they'll be there
there to laugh at your lame jokes
there to eat up your leftovers
there at the end of the screen getting thru the night with u
there to explore new things with u
there to look out for u when things don't go well
there to tell u to come to your senses when ure being crazy
there to hug u when all thing fails and squeeze some warmth back into life

but by being there
is that really love?
is that what we're looking for?
is that what we really need?

cause
with someone
theres ups and downs
theres quarrels, fights, and cold wars,
theres time where u feel unappreciated 
being ignored compared to the attention u used to have
being sad for all these stupid reason

where u can live conflict-free and happy?

it all comes down to
is it worth it?

this seems like an unsolvable equation,
only u can do the math,
over time, over heart breaks, over love.

迷糊

有时候，迷迷糊糊的也不错，
虽然有点在逃避，并有点懦弱
但，有时被蒙在鼓里，
活在自己的小泡泡是更幸福的。
全因....事实往往是残酷的 :/

Little Things

"I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
you never want to know how much you weigh
you still have to squeeze into your jeans but you're perfect to me
I won't let this little things slips out of my mouthBut if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up toI'm in love with you and all these little things
You never love yourself half as much as i love you
you'll never treat yourself right darling 
but I want you to 
if I let you know, I'm here for you"

what i did for my info tech typography assignment :)
a little cacated and not emo enough me thinks :/ but oh wells..
hello? Food Science student here kay == 

what i came out with for fun after some readings , :P
should be practicing my html or sleeping but oh wells..
random stuff of the day!

Dear thrill, 
i fell for u,
felt for u hard and strong,
and there were times where
i mistaken u for something more,
but u're just thrill, lust , excitements,

and i wonder..
how my emotions are all about u,
how i enjoy playing the game of hide and seek,
how i smiled on every note u made,
how i giggled on silly stuffs u say
how the late night talks, the crazy messages, the weird communications make my day,
how all that ended up

u turned your back
u showed your colours
u walked away

leaving me here
confused, perplexed, abandoned

how i made a fool out of myself
how i put hope in all this
how i thought it would be different
how i wished u were the one

but i'm no longer that, i moved on,
i'll grow up, i'll survived
no regrets, no turning back
picking myself up, i'll walk away
building higher walls, forming colder hearts

cause i hate losing ..
hate losing my heart 
hate falling for this thrill 
hate needing all the approval
hate losing this stupid game of tug-of-war we all play..
and i hate me for hating me..

but,
dear me, it's all right ;)
u're alright
u'll be fine..

and then it's time
i'll take a bow, as the curtains fall down, the credits roll up,
the show's over and i'll get up
i'll get better, i'll get cuter, i'll be irresistible
thou i'll be hurting, i'll be learning 

and then i'll leave.
away from the shattered heart
away from this dream
away from this weird memory we both shared..

sugar dreams xoxo

Falling down

Quote of the day

The scariest thing is not falling down,
But its when u give up getting back on your feet when u hit the ground..

so u never ever give up.. u hear me?! NEVER!
cause there's so much more in the future that u'll missed out if u stay on the ground
and this fall would be so insignificance when u look back at it ;)
just suck it up and get up u! 
cause the world still spins, the sun still shine and u'll be stuck there..

*self talk*

sidetrack.. 

talking bout falling down,

been hugging the floor a couple of times these few weeks ><
malu sial D:
but oh wells, i did get back up :P
no worries,
i can live with a scrape knee and a bruised ego

nothing's stopping me from killer heels! teehee! :P

Boo! love ya xoxo

just gotta end with a vain picta of mua xP teehee! 

back to assignments, prawns and egg custard for the night.. >.<

p.s crazy me having this one post per day thingy

Feelings

I've always ask my best friend ,

how do u know that u like or have feelings towards that someone?

She'll answer me: i donno, 

but i guess it's when u go out and see something and it just reminds u of that someone?

Shit.. cause if that definition applies.. 

i'm perplex, confused ,bamboozle, puzzled,baffled and every other possible adjectives

but i guess it doesn't apply to everyone?

cause i'll think about

men when i see sisters,

PEF when i see neon,

brin when i see turquoise,

brit when i see any 1D stuffs,

yvonne when i see cats,

yet wai when i see sharks,

big head when i see yellow,

zinc when i see korean,

queen when i see leopard prints,

quik when i see guinea pigs,

mich when i see mango shirts,

vince when i see thin ppl lol!,

so i guess it just depends on what u happened to come across that day ?
right?! >.<
it's no biggie that u see the same sorta things a few days in a row ..

btw just about today,
class got cancelled last minute so we resorted to
snowflakes, ice-creams, shopping, and more pasar malam food
Fun Fun Fun!

but all these are done to make up to all the sadness we'll be having next week ><
1 mid term, 2 presentations, 1 assignment 1 lab report , 1 lab test
just yay!

but everything happens for  reason, had a great day with the girls :)
fun time chatting with the bros too :P
off to report :)
loves

Is the small things that matters

Its not what big things give u,
it's how u find happiness in those small things..
cause it's always the small things that matter the most

Matta Fair look :P

The small things in life actually in the last day working for matta fair that made my day..

1. Just a complete stranger coming up to me and telling me that I'm pretty  

sounds kinda shallow right? but when u think from the point of view of that kind stranger, all he wanted

was tell that person she's beautiful and brighten her day :)

now much better kan?  so next time don be kedekut at complimenting others k ;)

2. A small kid nudging me and giving me a pack of Yupi Burger 

for those who donno what a yapi burger is xP why u no childhood de 

while saying : 姐姐，这个给你，你刚才请我吃糖果 with his big cutie smile

awwwwww *melts*

one gummy and i'm a happy kid! lol!

3. Friends paying a visit :) thanks for coming!

4. And of course finally finish working! i know this one's kinda lame but finish work WHO NOT HAPPY u tell me xP

donno whats with this sudden urge to update the blog xP

but oh wells, goodnites love xx

p.s do wish us luck for the presentation of internet tech asignment 2mr ><