love

LOVE~


i think its a 2 way thingy
that person will stand by u when u r in trouble
will help u solve your problems n
will love u 4 the way u are
.....
but i don seemed to be able to do that 4 the 1 i treasure, for the one i love
lately when a trouble arouse,
i just cant seem 2 say the right thing to make things get better,
din do the right stuff,
all i could do was just kept quiet,
seeing tears falling down...
and just great! all i could do was.....
nothing! gah!
all i did was just praying 4 things 2 get better...
sad huh?
the things i can do 4 my love is just giving mental support..
i felt kinda fustrated n wu nai n helpless...
kinda felt stupid n dumb 4 not knowing whats the right thing 2 do 4 my love while she'll hit every note right when i'm sad or depressed...
sigh~
..........
but after some laying in bed thinking,
i kinda figure things out..
(at last a bright bulb appeared above my head)
i guess people have different ways of loving one another..
u cant give the exact "input" u got from the other party..
i guess she'll love me for being me...
so i resoluted in doing little things hoping 2 make the day, the situation a little bitsy better
leaving little notes to cheer her up..
being the usual me, loving the way i used 2 love
.....

p.s. i love ya to bits!!!

caRyn