Letting go...


i found out that letting go wasn't something easy 2 do..
although u've figured out that there's no possibility between both of u..
but still...
it's darn hard..
so hard till u wanna think that it's okay 2 go on like that...
u wanna cling onto it...
but i guess i'm just being selfish..
too selfish till i don wanna say no, don wanna feel unwanted, don wanna change things,
n i totally did not care of the other party's feeling..
luckily a wakening call striked me..
i told myself that things cannot stay this way...
i've gotta do the right stuff before it gets ugly, before i'll be regret ..
althought it's a bit late(n i'm kinda sad)
but i'm proud of myself for having the courage to let go..
to make things right!
n i've made a mental note to not to repeat this mistake ever again ...
n most of all..
i...
let go.....

love,

caRyn